I ...

I saw this "survey" on facebook and I thought I'd give one of these things a try:

I AM: only a human.

I WANT: to be in a beautiful place right now, sitting and talking, listening and mutually enjoying the silence.

I HAVE: too much to do, so much to say, too much passion, so much confusion, too little time.

I WISH: on shooting stars against all of my scientific, sketpical humbug-ness.

I HATE: summing things up and beind decisive ... I hate being narrow-minded.

I MISS: three people intensely right now.

I FEAR: the unknown, but I'm brave.

I LISTEN: to trees.

I SEARCH: for answers.

I WONDER: about things that make me seem small.

I REGRET: nothing because I try to learn from everything.

I ACHE: for simple security.

I ALWAYS: read too much into things.

I AM NOT: alone.

I DANCE: when I'm happy and comfortable and there's music in the air or in my head.

I SING: but no one will catch me.

I CRY: when I am overwhelmed ... I cry at beauty; I cry when I am touched; I cry when I cannot stand an emotion any longer; I cry when I miss someone; I cry when I can't understand; I cry when I lose my way.

I WRITE: about everything and nothing. I write because sometimes that's the only thing I can do. I write because I need to put things into words. I write because that's what it all comes down to and it goes without saying that I love the feel, sound, texture, power, individuality, expressiveness, and melody of words.

I LOSE: hope sometimes, but I always get it back.

I CONFUSE: searching for finding and I don't think I'll ever get it quite straight.

I NEED: to know it's okay.

I SHOULD: rip out my heart, tear out my brain, throw them on a canvas and find my soul and use it as a plaster. Or so I sometimes feel.